28 years old.

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28 years old.

Birthday will never be a celebration anymore for me since I took all the shackles and wrapped them all around my hands [meaning when I started to get my own money and let myself be equated with all those bills and expenses, and when my beloved father was die one day before my celebration.] Birthday will be more like a day when I get lost, trying to empty my head, my mind.

The morning felt like spring, did you notice? I took a walk while everyone was at church and could have cried, it was so lovely.
My phone ringing… so busy…, but just one person I’m waiting for….????

But…, until right now.., no one message from him.

Never mind.., because I know everything happen is any reason.., and Memories good or bad will bring tears, and words can never replace these feelings.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream and Discover

So…today in my birthday…, with song a song from Jennifer Love Hewitt:

I take my heart and leave him a picture on the floor…., Steal back my memories. I can't take it anymore , I've cried my eyes out , now I face the years, The way you loved me , Vanished all the tears.

God...Thanks for everything in my life..., now I’m a 28years old...Hope everything can be realize with a good condition in the world.

Yeah. Good day.

With big hug,

Yohana Fransiska Lily